I have always considered Him to be my best friend as well
as my Master.
Who would i trust more than my best friend and that is what
it is all about.
i am a sumbissive born to serve the best Master.
There are many that claim to be Masters, but they dont have
a true caring and
feeling for their slaves. my Master is a true Master as He
has always cared about me
and has always tried to train me. Withdrawing His comfort
when i need to be punished.
i do not mean to question Him, doubt Him or even try to top
Him. i have just always searched for ways to make ours a better
relationship........Master and slave. A true Master
has love for their slave or they would not be so patient with
their slave when she strays from the proper goals and thoughts
a slave should have. my Master has always been patient in
my training though i have frequently tried His patience.
He is only trying to teach me to be a better slave and to understand
what my duties are. To make sure that His pleasure is foremost
in my mind. I have given my body, my soul and my sexual being
to Him for his protection and training. It is my responsibility
to ensure His needs are met where ever and whenever he chooses.
i want so much to serve Him, explore new things with Him that
i have forgotten my place. i fear this last time was the last
straw with Him. I hope not , as my sexual being is not satisfied
without His training and caring.
He has never failed to grant me pleasures if He feels ipm
worthy of them at the time. i do understand that if I curb
my appetite for learning and suggestions from my readings
and leave it to Him to provide my education in this lifestyle,
i will be a better slave.
A Mster gives His soft placeurance that He will product His slave,
i do believe my Master does. In my exuberance to be with Him
i have sent Him away again.......He will always choose
when i shall be permitted to serve Him.....no amount of
comment from me can make Him talk to me sooner nor continue
my training. I am very serious about serving Him...He understands
that i have commitments i cannot turn from right now and
i recognize His other life and that i have no part in it unless
He chooses to share. i just want to serve Him.
With love and on my knees just wanting to serve.
Your obedient and loving servant.
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